Revised flipping out

So I am feeling sooo much better now. I once heard that a blog is like a journal and you can put your thoughts, feelings, and pictures down. I totally feel like that about my blog. There is something therapeutic about just typing out your feeling and sending it to the world.
And when I go on this much needed vacation.... Grace is coming with me! I can't think of not having her with me with everything I do everyday. I just want a vacation from all of the drama that Brent and I are going through with our house and adoption. I'm not going to get postpartum depression but the the whole adoption process is very emotional. You are waiting constantly to see if this little person, who you have totally fallen in love with, is going to be your forever. It's so hard to just sit back and wait.